Muse

I have always been absorbed in my thoughts, living life in constant state of meditation. Sometimes it’s disturbing to think as much as I do, but I never cease to amaze myself.

Once again, I’ve found myself unhappy where I currently work. Spending the day listening to the complaints of others, it seems no one is happy in my occupation and I can’t say I don’t agree with their frustration. A reprieve is something I could truly make use of at the moment. With so much stress occurring in my life, I can feel that amnesty is near and a great change is about to occur.

I’ve been haunted by this muse lately, telling me its time to move on. Better things are on the horizon and that persistence and patience is the key to finding it. To this muse I ask, I’ve been persistent, but why must I be patient? It’s been almost 9 months since I began bidding on contracts and yet, my persistence has not paid off–Or has it? My persistence has accompanied inextensible knowledge in my field many would never encounter. Although it hasn’t resulted monetarily, yet, I know one day (soon) it will pay off.

I ask now for the support from others, to send good vibes my way for my future endeavors. That my karma stays cleansed and I begin this next stage with a clean slate and an opportunity to shine. I think I’ll begin this so-called stage–Now!